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Dianna's Thoughts #1/?
Okay so, I don’t really know what I’m doing to be exact. I’ve been kinda, floating around lately and it’s annoying. It’s annoying to feel like you don’t make an impact and that you don’t matter. That’s really when reality sets in, when you realize you’re only one out of seven billion, in other words, useless, unnecessary. If everyone died except for the people who would make a different, the Earth’s population would only be around 300 people, so why is everyone else here? I don’t know. It’s just a jumble of thoughts that I think about that are confusing and boring. I feel kind of lied to as well. He told me to give it a chance to get close to someone, little did he know that I chose him to get close to and he just ups and leaves, no goodbyes no anything. I didn’t have romantic feelings for him, or none that I was aware of, but he was pretty different to me from the others, but then again I’ve been getting close to more people and it’s scaring the shit out of me. I don’t know what I’m doing. I’ve never really put my thoughts on paper so I’m still holding back some of my thoughts. I feel like I can’t be completely open, even if it is on paper, I still feel like I have no privacy. I always kept to myself and some habits just don’t go. Who knows, maybe it’s a good thing, but then again, it could be the end of me.